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January 29 1.29 People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person
Despite the beautfil and philosophical sentences abve,I don't think I can do somthing big for that person. This articel might help me to remember her to some extent.
I heard from a friend that one buddy of ours passed away. Her news rendered me into shock though I slightly had an accurate prediction from the title of her letter.She does not say much in the letter, with less than twenty words and even with an impersonal feeling.But I know from the bottom of my heart that she is overwhelmed by grief too. She is a girl more adept at disguising her feeling than I am. I just hope she will be fine with that. Haunted by nostalgia for her during years when we were once together, I try to console myself that if too much torture has consumed her in the process of curing the disease, it might be a peaceful ending. But much regret still managed to gulf me. Why did I not send her more of my best wishes when she was still alive? Why did I postpone seeing her agian when I was back home last month? Why did I not deliver a gift to her when I had some? Too long a distance to her house , too cold a weather, too cozy staying at home and sumptuous dinner party all make seemingly perfect excuses for me to put off our reunion.
I wonder whether growing up is journey on which we abandon something valuable in human nature in order to acquire what is presumed to be treasurable. We discard enthusiasm to exchange for coldness, sincerity for hypocrisy, health and joviality for wealth and superficiail rivalry. Will I be involved into the arduous and utilitarian journey ?
If saying pray for her is still a way of compensating for something unreversed, I hope it wound't be too late and hope that everything goes well with her in that different world
 写的过程中,回忆起了顺子的一首歌"dear friend",歌词有云:
跟去年说再见转眼又是冬天
才一年看着世界变迁 有种沧海桑田无常的感觉 oh~ friend 我对你的想念 此刻特别强烈这么多年 oh~ friend 我对你的想念 此刻特别强烈如此遥远 c'est la vie  ,je me dis. January 24 乱乱的 一直计划着去edinburgh旅行,不只听一人说那里值得一走,于是趁着开学初,还空闲,网上订了megabus,来回5磅,比想象的便宜.日期就订在国内的大年三十.计划8个小时内走遍值得一去的地方,象城堡,王子街等等.不过爱丁堡最适合旅游的还是8月,因为到时会有很多活动,如持续九天的爵士和蓝调音乐节.而且七,八月才是这里最迷人的季节..
室友上周格拉斯哥回来后,那本旅行指南还在,让我这周六前往爱丁堡的时候带上.这女孩子做什么都有计划.不象我乱七八糟的,不管是卧室还是我的笔记.不过来了这里后,还是感到自己的进步,例如会在小纸条上把第二天或将来几天要干的事情先记录下来,完成一样就打个钩,然后就很有成就感.包括去超市,也会提前列张清单.还有就是会炒了几样很简单的小菜.不过这厨艺还是见不得人,
 自己吃吃忍受下就够了. 上周末,在laura的陪同下,去了asda,上学期把去那里的事耽误下来,因为那家超市离学校太远.逛了asda,终于买到了用来洗衣服的箱子.然后发现那家超市有很多海鲜,象虾仁,腌鱼都价格不菲.庆幸这次从国内带了一大把,够支撑三个月,也带了小娴的书过来,这个年龄阶段还是挺喜欢她写的东西,也希望她越写越棒!还看到了春卷,就想到这里第一次吃到这个是在伦敦父母朋友的家里,觉得很好吃,一连吃了好几个.然后朋友告诉我她在这里还经常包生煎,我就更感慨其实只要双手勤快,啥东西都吃的到.不过真正感谢他们的是旅途中毫无怨言的接送,伦敦的市内交通费每年都在涨,地铁也时常出现问题, 再加上他们牺牲个人上班时间,来回送我,就显得一切不再普通了.在异乡,不是每个朋友那么愿意帮忙,即使国内也许和你的关系很好,但到了外面,会发现能给你的回应远远低于你预料的,这是不是很可悲,我不愿意去细想,时间会说明很多问题...
本来只想记录要去edinburgh旅游的事情,但后来又扯开了.觉得我房间乱乱的,完了,我的这篇文章也乱乱的,但愿我的英语论文不要乱乱的,这样我会不开心咧
 .也预祝自己春节愉快,爸妈在伦敦的朋友春节快乐,国内的朋友们春节快乐,最重要的还是周六旅途愉快. |
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